[-LiLy°°]

@ May : It WAS totally exhausting I'm still tired now

You sound a bit like me, May. I'd do anything for friends, I buy them presents, help them with their problems, but then when you need help or even only stupid notes from class, they won't help! When it comes down to notes, they keep forgetting them, so by the time you've got an exam, you still have nothing! I give them always every schedule I've made, but I get nothing in return *grmbl*
Your problem is a lot more expensive, though =D losing money on a friend who has no money is a tough case =s

My mom always used to say you can't trust anyone for a full 100% but I never wanted to believe that, I always used to see the good things in people... They can't be all that bad... =)

That's why I love this board so much. You can talk to people and there's always somebody around. It doesn't matter if they don't really know you, just being there is enough.

@rtammgp: Thank you for your support! It doesn't matter if you don't really know me, nobody around here does. But, we get to know each other a bit more every day =D And I think my boyfriend and I really fit together, we're both totally crazy, haha =D


Now I'm hoping for a good day tomorrow, for everyone!

[rtammgp]

I know where you are coming from May. I have some friends like that too and as if it couldn't get any worse, I've got family like that too. My mom is a generous person too, to the point where people take advantage of her. One of my death aunts still owes mom so much money, and not mom, countless places and people too. My mom would often pay for the drinks and food when we went shopping together. And this once, my aunt exclaimed she was going to pay for once, the next day we found out that she'd been saying that we were taking advantage of her!!! When they lost their house and money, mom let them live them, this happened before I was born, and they didn't need to pay rent, or pay for food. She gave then lots of money and never, ever gave a penny back. I tell you when my mom heard she had said that 'we' were the ones taking advantage of her, my mom never gave her anything else.

I have this friend in Canada and England, I don't get them much, but I give them something for their birthday and at Christmas and all I get, if I am lucky, is a Happy Birthday in passing. If I'm lucky! Or when yoy buy something useful for Christmas and you get something that has no use at all, I love that one too! Mom is still too generous, I'm not so anymore! I've learned some lessons. Another one I love, is when they don't know that you're alive, but suddenly they remember when they need you for something

Oh well, I've always known I don't mean much to people!

[mon]

Hey Lily, I'm sorry to hear about your bad day. I hope things are a bit more okay for you now. I'll throw a bar of dark chocolate across the Earth to you. Dangit, it didn't even make it out my front yard!

Wow med school sounds hard. I don't think I'd want to go into health science.

rtammgp, on Nov 23 2007, 12:28 PM, said:

when they don't know that you're alive, but suddenly they remember when they need you for something

Oh I hate it when people are like that. :s When that does happen, I feel like helping them the least I can but then that's not nice either, so I just help what I can. =P


Aw, I'm sorry to hear about all your money-sucking friends. =(
My friends don't ask for money. Man, that makes me feel left out from you guys. Hahah

[Dannii]

Iv Had A Really Odd Day 2day.
A Close Friend Died A Year Ago Tomorow.
Iv Bin Thinkin About Him Alot. Gets Me Very Upset.
But Then I Think Of Michael And Tomorrow.
Its Goin 2 Be Odd. Such A Sad Day For Me But Will Be A Great Experience Too That Ive Waited For, For A Loong Time.
So Yeah. Its Goin To Be Odd. I Can See Me Gettin Very Upset When he Sings 'Lost'
Sorry Bout This. Just Had To Get It Out And Tell Someone, And I No You Lot Are Good Listeners.
And Ino What You Mean About Friends. I Have Some Like That, Cant Talk 2 Them About Anything. Apart From One.
Dannii x

[May A]

-LiLy°°, on Nov 23 2007, 12:06 PM, said:

You sound a bit like me, May. I'd do anything for friends, I buy them presents, help them with their problems, but then when you need help or even only stupid notes from class, they won't help! When it comes down to notes, they keep forgetting them, so by the time you've got an exam, you still have nothing! I give them always every schedule I've made, but I get nothing in return *grmbl*
Your problem is a lot more expensive, though =D losing money on a friend who has no money is a tough case =s

My mom always used to say you can't trust anyone for a full 100% but I never wanted to believe that, I always used to see the good things in people... They can't be all that bad... =)

I always do my best to see the good in people, too, but I don't think I can ever fully trust someone anymore. I've honestly gotten to the point where I don't see the point in making close friends (what most people would call "best friends"). What's the point of investing so much time and energy into a relationship and getting nothing back?

This is kind of off-topic, but why do people make such a big deal out of absolutely nothing? Most of my friends stress out over absolutely nothing. When I say "stress out", I mean that they break down into tears and complain about how absolutely terrible their lives are when they really have nothing to complain about. Is it just me? Am I being weird?

When I was in high school, my math teacher used to always put interesting quotes and funny stories on the outside of his door so that everybody could read them while walking through the hall. One of the sayings kind of sums up my philosophy. "The key to happiness: 1) Don't sweat the small stuff. 2) It's all small stuff." (I don't remember the exact words, but it went something like that.) Ever since I've started applying that philosophy to my life, I've noticed how much simpler everything became! It now takes A LOT to get mad, and I'm usually in a very good mood! I can't even remember the last time that I cried tears of sadness! (Tears of joy are a different story. :P)

rtammgp, on Nov 23 2007, 12:28 PM, said:

I know where you are coming from May. I have some friends like that too and as if it couldn't get any worse, I've got family like that too.

Another one I love, is when they don't know that you're alive, but suddenly they remember when they need you for something :rolleyes:

Oh well, I've always known I don't mean much to people!

I totally know what you mean! One of my friends hadn't spoken to me for about a month, and then all of a sudden she starts talking to me on MSN. It turns out that she wanted me to correct her essay for her... <.< (When I was in high school, high school & university students used to pay me to help them with their essays, because I'm good at grammar, spelling, and essay structure. I guess that word got around, and she found out about it... She wanted me to do it for free of course...)

mon, on Nov 23 2007, 05:20 PM, said:

Aw, I'm sorry to hear about all your money-sucking friends. =(
My friends don't ask for money. Man, that makes me feel left out from you guys. Hahah

Thanks, Monica. <3

Awww, don't feel left out! Feel LUCKY! :)

Dannii, on Nov 23 2007, 05:42 PM, said:

Iv Had A Really Odd Day 2day.
A Close Friend Died A Year Ago Tomorow.
Iv Bin Thinkin About Him Alot. Gets Me Very Upset.
But Then I Think Of Michael And Tomorrow.
Its Goin 2 Be Odd. Such A Sad Day For Me But Will Be A Great Experience Too That Ive Waited For, For A Loong Time.
So Yeah. Its Goin To Be Odd. I Can See Me Gettin Very Upset When he Sings 'Lost' :(
Sorry Bout This. Just Had To Get It Out And Tell Someone, And I No You Lot Are Good Listeners.
And Ino What You Mean About Friends. I Have Some Like That, Cant Talk 2 Them About Anything. Apart From One.
Dannii x

I'm sorry to hear about your friend, Dannii. <3 *hug*

Maybe you could think about it as celebrating your friend's life and cherishing the memories you had together. Maybe that'll make it less odd for you? And don't appologize! After all, we're all family now, aren't we? ;)

[Bran Muffin]

mon, on Nov 21 2007, 11:42 PM, said:

Yep I agree, they happen... too often. lol XD

LOL, haha, aww!

Dannii, on Nov 22 2007, 08:04 AM, said:

Haha! This Thread Is Funny.
Bran Ur So Funny Lol And Yes He Dooes Loook Looovely, As Usual Lol. <33
And Mon, With The Socks Lmao. I Had/Have The Same Problem Too, Because of All The Rain Here Everything Is Wet, And I Have To Walk To And Back From College Through A Field. And EVERY Day This Week My Socks Have Been Soakin! Hate It!!
But Yeah..Thats The Only Thing That Made Me Angry Lol Aparat From One Particular Person, But I Wont Go Into That Lol.
I Spose Iv Had A Good Week, Its Moslty Been Dedicated To Michael Lol. Listenin 2 His Music, Countin Down The Days! 2 Days Left!! Yay! But Yeah..My Weeks Been Okay..Nothing Special, Went Out With Friends Yesturday, Was Fun.
School And The Usual. Thats About It Lol.
Hope U Enjoyed My Exiting Story Lmao.
Dannii x

LOL, thanks. I know! Doesn't he look just cute as always!? Haha! =D
Man, I wish I could go to the concert that you're going to. I'll get on a plane, and come over, okay? lol!

-LiLy°°, on Nov 23 2007, 03:56 AM, said:

Yay, this is fun!!!!
Belgium is extremely rainy too, but wet socks =D no, that hasn’t happened to me (yet)
I really like the days of our lives feeling of this topic, it's so cool!!!!
I think I’ve had one of the worst days of my life
I had class from 8.30 AM till 9PM (with only a 1.5 hour break in between), but I’ve skipped two hours cause I was a total wreck!
So class till 6.30 PM. That’s more than some people work a day. I really don’t get it when people claim that students have so many time off. I basically have no life
SO class. After that I had to hurry because I had to catch the train to The Hague (Holland). It takes 4 hours to get there from where I live during the week. I was there at 11PM.
You can imagine I was extremely tired and worn out when I finally arrived at my boyfriend’s place. But it didn’t end there, I couldn’t rest at all because we got into a fight. A HUGE one, he saying I should leave and never come back. I was packing my things at 2 in the morning =s Luckily we found a way to talk about it, but I’m still shocked about what happened. I love him to death but his long distance thing is taking its toll sometimes. He was tired, I was tired and I don’t remember who started it, but two tired people in a fight wasn’t really a good idea.
The problem is that most of my friends point out that I am in a harsh situation instead of supporting me, y’know. They’ll go like ‘’God, I can’t understand how you can keep up with this, I wouldn’t survive’’ instead of ‘’you guys are a great couple, you fit like a puzzle, you can surpass it all’’ So I mean, there’s no one who supports me, me and my boyfriend have to support each other and sometimes we’re both just too tired or fed up with other things…
Ah well, med students, I’m telling ya, not the most loyal type of friends. They have their moments for sure, but when it comes down to really support ya, they’re never there.

So my day was really sad and I definitely got mad. Waiting for someone to cheer me up, make me happy again =D

Thanks for listening, I feel a lot better xXx

I'm sorry you had such a bad day, Lily. I think things will definitely get better for you. I know what you mean though about friends. Sometimes you do everything for them, and you don't feel like you get out of the friendship what you put into it. Maybe if this is how you feel, they shouldn't be your friends....? I dunno, it's just, if they're not treating you the way you would like, maybe they're just not the right friends.
You said to make you happy again....I can try....



Did that help? lol!
Cause I can keep going if it didn't....lol!
Haha, but seriously, feel better, okay?

[Bran Muffin]

Dannii, on Nov 23 2007, 05:42 PM, said:

Iv Had A Really Odd Day 2day.
A Close Friend Died A Year Ago Tomorow.
Iv Bin Thinkin About Him Alot. Gets Me Very Upset.
But Then I Think Of Michael And Tomorrow.
Its Goin 2 Be Odd. Such A Sad Day For Me But Will Be A Great Experience Too That Ive Waited For, For A Loong Time.
So Yeah. Its Goin To Be Odd. I Can See Me Gettin Very Upset When he Sings 'Lost'
Sorry Bout This. Just Had To Get It Out And Tell Someone, And I No You Lot Are Good Listeners.
And Ino What You Mean About Friends. I Have Some Like That, Cant Talk 2 Them About Anything. Apart From One.
Dannii x

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, Dannii.
Just think of the good memories.
I know that sounds cliche, but it is truly good advice.
Just think of the things that made you happy with your friend.

[Bran Muffin]

Well, I think I'll write about my day now.
Today was pretty good. Very relaxed. Nothing big, just relaxing since it's a long Thanksgiving weekend.
Thanksgiving was very nice. We had nice cool weather, and the food was yummy!
The only thing is....my Mom and Dad are wanting to eat leftovers EVERYDAY now. I get tired of the same thing fast-I'm gonna insist that we have something different in between the massive amounts of leftovers! lol!
How was your Thanksgiving, everybody?

[-LiLy°°]

Wow, I just got up and read all of this! You guys are amazing!!! I feel really happy now and the day has just started!

@rtammp: you don’t have to think you don’t mean much to people! I used to think it too, but I figured out you can put it the other way around: you bumped into people who can’t mean much to you! It’s not because of you, it’s because of other selfish personalities. Think about that! I bet you are a nice woman and I know it’s hard to see it that way, but I bet you really mean a lot to lots of people!!!

@mon: hahahaha, c’mon try again! I want moooooooooooooore chocolate ( ah well, better not, I’m gaining weight lately and I’m not too happy about it, hehe) Don’t feel left out! There’s room for everybody here! Even when you have really nice friends =D And not all med students are bad, I can have lots of fun with lots of people, but I just can’t count on them.

@Dannii:I can’t say I know what you mean, because I haven’t been in such a situation before, but I had a friend of mine who ALWAYS felt guilty about doing something happy on the day his brother died. I think it’s weirder when you don’t dare to do anything than going out and having fun. Either way, you will think about the person the whole day, so it comes basically down to the same thing: remembering him or her. And I think your friend would’ve loved being remembered at a nice concert rather than having you sitting alone at home. Or am I wrong? =)

@May A: Well, I used to make a big deal out of exams. But that was partially due to the fact that I didn’t (and still don’t) have friends to call to when I had problems with some of the material. I could be quite hysterical then *feels ashamed* (used in the right context!!!)
But I never annoyed anyone with my hysterical episodes, except for my poor boyfriend =) Now I am a lot more at ease and indeed, he taught me to look at things differently. But he got fed up with me sometimes, so I know what you mean.
You sound like a really optimistic personality =D I miss friends like that =D You’re not being weird at all =D At school I’m the most joyful one (hehe, who ever thought that was possible?) and I hate it when people are making a big deal out of nothing, especially school =s I sometimes want to hit them and say; look what you’ve got, there is no reason to stress out over school, there are a lot things in life that are far more worse than you getting a B instead of an A =D but I cant =D too bad =D

@Bran: hahaha well, yeah it made me smile and it made me happy too =D thanks =D I'm glad your day was relaxed! Thanksgiving? I never understood why it is such a big deal over there. I don’t even know what it is about; you give presents, right? And what for?


NOTE: this is a long text so I've probably made tons of mistakes, sorry about that!!!!

[Dannii]

Thanks Everyone, Your Totally Right, I Should Enjoy The Day 4 Him
He Would Prefer That.
Thank You, You Made Me Feel Better, Really Are One Big Buble Family!
Only3 Hours Until I Leave.
Really Exited Now!
Dannii x

[rtammgp]

Dannii, on Nov 23 2007, 11:42 PM, said:

Iv Had A Really Odd Day 2day.
A Close Friend Died A Year Ago Tomorow.
Iv Bin Thinkin About Him Alot. Gets Me Very Upset.
But Then I Think Of Michael And Tomorrow.
Its Goin 2 Be Odd. Such A Sad Day For Me But Will Be A Great Experience Too That Ive Waited For, For A Loong Time.
So Yeah. Its Goin To Be Odd. I Can See Me Gettin Very Upset When he Sings 'Lost'
Sorry Bout This. Just Had To Get It Out And Tell Someone, And I No You Lot Are Good Listeners.
And Ino What You Mean About Friends. I Have Some Like That, Cant Talk 2 Them About Anything. Apart From One.
Dannii x

I'm sorry Dannii! I've been there when my best friend died. She's been dead for 15 years now.
Don't apologize for getting it out of your system.

I'll reply to the rest later, today I'm a little pressed for time.
I went to Antwerp today, I had a laugh and got a little upset too. But it's nothing serious!

[Bran Muffin]

-LiLy°°, on Nov 24 2007, 04:09 AM, said:

@Bran: hahaha well, yeah it made me smile and it made me happy too =D thanks =D I'm glad your day was relaxed! Thanksgiving? I never understood why it is such a big deal over there. I don’t even know what it is about; you give presents, right? And what for?

lol!
You're welcome! I really do hope you feel better. =D
Oh, haha, that's so odd to me-we always celebrate Thanksgiving every year, and I always forget that some people don't celebrate the same things....lol!
Um, no, we don't give presents....maybe some people do. lol! I don't though.
I searched Thanksgiving to give you the the basic idea (I explain things horribly....lmao!):

"Thanksgiving, or Thanksgiving Day, is a traditional North American holiday to give thanks for the things that one has at the conclusion of the harvest season. Thanksgiving is celebrated on the fourth Thursday of November in the United States and on the second Monday of October in Canada." -Wikipedia

;]

Dannii, on Nov 24 2007, 04:54 AM, said:

Thanks Everyone, Your Totally Right, I Should Enjoy The Day 4 Him
He Would Prefer That.
Thank You, You Made Me Feel Better, Really Are One Big Buble Family!
Only3 Hours Until I Leave.
Really Exited Now!
Dannii x

Yes, you should enjoy the day to it's fullest.
That's so exciting! And you know that your friend will be right there with you in spirit, enjoying the concert too! ;]
And he wouldn't want you to have a bad time.
So enjoy yourself, kay?
lol! We are one big Bublé family!

[Bran Muffin]

Okay, I'm going to write about my day.
Um, well, nothing really major going on. Just kind of doing whatever.
I've mostly been on here today. Haha! <3333
I am excited though, because I joined the Baby Bublé's on here! YAY!
That's so cute. The Baby Bublé's.

[-LiLy°°]

Stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid Dutch trains! Always thesame!
I get up at 7 o'clock in the morin' to catch my 8hr train just to see that there are absolutely no trains to Belgium at all today. It would be ok if this was the first time it happened, but this has happened to me a million times before. GRMBL. On top of that, my cell phone ran out of credit too, so I couldn't call my bf, so I had to pay 2 euro for a 15 second phone call at the train station.

I've got a feelin' that Murphy's Law is going to rule over my day.

[rtammgp]

-LiLy°°, on Nov 24 2007, 10:09 AM, said:

Wow, I just got up and read all of this! You guys are amazing!!! I feel really happy now and the day has just started!

@rtammp: you don’t have to think you don’t mean much to people! I used to think it too, but I figured out you can put it the other way around: you bumped into people who can’t mean much to you! It’s not because of you, it’s because of other selfish personalities. Think about that! I bet you are a nice woman and I know it’s hard to see it that way, but I bet you really mean a lot to lots of people!!!


NOTE: this is a long text so I've probably made tons of mistakes, sorry about that!!!!

I never thought of it exactly that way before! Thanks, Lily! That made me smile.

I never had much luck in my life, the only thing that's in an ok state is my health. I should be thankful for that, right? In a way I am, but health is all I have. As a younger person I would be so positive. See the good in everything and everyone. I thought, my time will come for a good job, good friends, a good decent guy at my side. That view slowly changed over the last 7 years, I still try to see the good in people, I'm just not as patient as I used to be. Neither am I so positive. I've always been a realist, now more then ever.

Don't worry about mistakes. I often find I've made mistakes I shouldn't have made when I re-read!

My day:
yesterday was ok. Did some cleaning as always. Almost finished chapter seven of my story.

Today was a typical monday, laundry, laundry and did I mention laundry?
Getting ready to send my Christmas cards and had my picture for the fan project developed!!

[-LiLy°°]

@rtammgp: I'm glad I've made you smile! Feels good to be able to do something, even it's not much.
I have the impression that you have a very low self-esteem, or otherwise you're bit down, maybe it's both. It's hard to cheer you up cause I don't know a lot about you, but all I can tell is this: don't let life get on your back, I know it's hard sometimes, I've been through some hard stuff as well, but you gotta believe that in the end, the fight is really worth fighting for. I'm just 22. I know, what do I know about life, but I can tell you, I've never seen people not ending up where they're supposed to be, only sometimes it takes a bit longer than average. I can imagine you're a bit of losing hope after seven years, but don't you ever ever give up! There are soooo many good guys, good jobs and good friends out there and they're meant for you, you just haven't bumped into them yet!!!!

My day:
Well, I've been stuck all day at my boyfriends appartment because of a broken train.
I'm dizzy from looking at ECGs, which are registrations of heart activity. I just don't seem to get the hang of it. Way too difficult for this simple mind of mine
And I've watched some parts of ''the bridge to terabithia'' a so-called kids movie that I saw yesterday together with rafael. I mean, if that movie is for kids, god, the kids of today must be so mature =s

[rtammgp]

-LiLy°°, on Nov 26 2007, 05:58 PM, said:

@rtammgp: I'm glad I've made you smile! Feels good to be able to do something, even it's not much.
I have the impression that you have a very low self-esteem, or otherwise you're bit down, maybe it's both. It's hard to cheer you up cause I don't know a lot about you, but all I can tell is this: don't let life get on your back, I know it's hard sometimes, I've been through some hard stuff as well, but you gotta believe that in the end, the fight is really worth fighting for. I'm just 22. I know, what do I know about life, but I can tell you, I've never seen people not ending up where they're supposed to be, only sometimes it takes a bit longer than average. I can imagine you're a bit of losing hope after seven years, but don't you ever ever give up! There are soooo many good guys, good jobs and good friends out there and they're meant for you, you just haven't bumped into them yet!!!!

My day:
Well, I've been stuck all day at my boyfriends appartment because of a broken train.
I'm dizzy from looking at ECGs, which are registrations of heart activity. I just don't seem to get the hang of it. Way too difficult for this simple mind of mine
And I've watched some parts of ''the bridge to terabithia'' a so-called kids movie that I saw yesterday together with rafael. I mean, if that movie is for kids, god, the kids of today must be so mature =s

I know what I'm worth, it's just that every time I put a step in front I get yanked back to where I was before! True, my self-esteem could be higher, but it's been lower too. I am down, that much is true; since my grandmother (last remaining grandparent) died last May, she left us something in the form of my mother's younger sister, who is mentally disabled. For the last four years I've been trying to get out of this small house, that's already too small for three grown-ups and now there are four grown-ups living here and I think the best way to describe how I truly feel is; frustrated! I'm so frustrated because I'm stuck in a rut. Especially the last two years I've been trying very hard to get out of it, but it seems I'm seriously stuck between a rock and a hard place. I guess you could say, I really don't know where to go from here anymore! All I can do is hope (however little hope I may have left) that the future will be better.

Bridge To Terabithia, is that an animated film? It rings a faint bell. Don't you know Lily, kids get more and more mature by the day. They'll get married before long when they're a year old. Considering the youngest mother ever was six years old!

[-LiLy°°]

Ow gosh, now I truly understand your situation. It's gotta be hard, I can imagine you are frustrated; you don't want to let anybody down, but you also want to set yourself free. That's a though one. I hope and I just know that someday everything falls into place! Just don't forget to help destiny from time to time. For example, you live in leuven; you can go out, have some fun, free your mind. It would make you feel a lot better if you'd find yourself something to do out of the house, cause baking and making jewelry sounds very indoor to me. Not that that's no good, no, but getting out, going out with friends can be extremely refreshing. (and you never know who you might meet )

Bridge to Terebithia is partially animated, yeah. It's about a fictive world, about how kids make up fictive worlds basically.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0398808/
It's a sad story. If it wasn't for my boyfriend sitting next to me, I probably would've cried my eyes out. And that was something I hadn't expected at all...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAND! I'm back in Belgium, thank god what a journey!!!

[Bran Muffin]

Ugh. Well, I have to write about my day.
Today was awful, to be honest.
Well, all week, I hadn't been feeling well. My stomach has been bothering me (heartburn), and I decided to go get it checked out. Well, my doctor gave me two different medicines, and said to start one of them last night, and start the other one along with it tomorrow. So, since I had never had either one of these medications, I was hesistant about taking them, but I wanted to feel better, so I had to take them. Well, don't know if you all know, but I already suffer from panic disorder-I get very severe panic attacks....so last night, I had a little episode, and it took me a while until I could get to the point where I was comfortable enough to go to bed....that happened to be about 3:30 in the morning! I was so tired....then I thought....oh, crap. I didn't take my new tummy medicine. So then I was trying to decide if I should take it or not, because I am allergic to a few things, and I didn't want to have to take something new, and then have to worry about that as I'm trying to go to sleep. But my tummy was bothering me, and I thought, well, it's okay-I'll just take it. So I did....and I wish that I never had. I kept waking up as I was trying to go to sleep, and I kept hearing weird noises, and seeing things....basically I was hallucinating. It was weird, but I was in this weird state of mind where I didn't even know that it was weird....if that makes sense. lol. I told my Mom that something was weird. I asked her if she would look at the symptoms on the paper that came with my meds. to see if there were any side effects that weren't normal. Sure enough, she found a thing that said, "Tell your doctor if you experience hallucinations" among other serious things. So, I thought, well, there you go. And, I had no prior knowledge of these symptoms either (if I read symptoms beforehand, I have a tendency to create those symptoms....the power of the brain! lol!), so no, I didn't make it up. lol. So, knowing that it was a serious side effect, I freaked out, and I went into a full blown panic attack. This was at like 6:30 in the morning. SO exhausting. So I told my Mom that I needed to go to the hospital. She sat with me for a few minutes before we left to help calm me down. She told me that everything would be okay, and we're just going to go see the doctor, and tell them what happened. So, we did. And they said that the medicine was most likely what caused the whole thing, and that what I took can also cause a person to feel nervous. So, I really did myself in I guess, because I already have panic disorder, and then I took this medicine. So, after all was said and done, now I'm starting a different medicine (that I took earlier ;]), and so far, so good! ;] So I'm feeling more at ease now, but still....today was just a bad day. And I didn't get much sleep at all, so I fell asleep after I got home from the hospital. I feel a little better now, so yah. I haven't had the best luck with my health for the past 2 1/2 years, so this was one of many trips to the hospital/doctors/etc....So....what a day.

Hey Lily, I feel a little better now. What a great little thread.

Thank you for starting it.

You didn't have to read all of this, everyone....you all are very good listeners....err, readers....*Remembers that this is a message board, and I'm not actually talking to you in real life*....lol! So thank you for taking the time to read this if you did. ;]

And if you scanned over it, that's fine too.

[May A]

-LiLy°°, on Nov 26 2007, 11:58 AM, said:

And I've watched some parts of ''the bridge to terabithia'' a so-called kids movie that I saw yesterday together with rafael. I mean, if that movie is for kids, god, the kids of today must be so mature =s

Oh, you'd actually be surprised! I work at special events, and I sometimes have to work at the cash register if nobody else is there who can use it (or is allowed to use it). Some of the kids act EXACTLY like adults. They're like mini-adults! I'm talking about kids as young as 6 or 7! Their facial expressions, the way they talk, their confidence! It's crazy! I'm always shocked by their maturity!

Bran Muffin, on Nov 26 2007, 07:29 PM, said:

Ugh. Well, I have to write about my day.
Today was awful, to be honest.

You didn't have to read all of this, everyone....you all are very good listeners....err, readers....*Remembers that this is a message board, and I'm not actually talking to you in real life*....lol! So thank you for taking the time to read this if you did.

I'm sorry that you've had such a bad day!!! *hug*

LOL. It doesn't matter that this is a message board! Most of the people on here are better friends than most of my real-life friends!